Woman by The Palace Window

A List of My Poems

  1. You Were The Risk I Wanted 
  2. Sorry Mom 
  3. Today’s Mistake 
  4. You Should’ve Known
  5. I Thought I Wanted You
  6. After Her 
  7. I Just Hope This Happens
  8. Make Sure It’s Really Love 
  9. I Had To Stop 
  10. His Past Lover 
  11. It Was Never Easy For Me 
  12. When The Ship Sinks 
  13. My Escape 
  14. My Past 
  15. Soul After Soul
  16. History Lessons 
  17. She’s Climbing His Standards 
  18. Absolutely Not The Ex 
  19. I Tried Writing For You 
  20. I Should’ve Asked
  21. Dear Friends 
  22. Theory On Why People Play Safe In Love 
  23. I Think I Killed Us 
  24. Whatever Will Be, Will Be
  25. The Past Should Stay Where It Is 
  26. You’re Not Ready For Me 
  27. What Was Your First Love Like? 
  28. Hangover 
  29. He’s Yours, What Are You So Afraid Of? 
  30. Your Past Love And I 
  31. Sorry For Needing You
  32. His Fairy tale
  33. I Wish You Would 
  34. Against You 
  35. It’s Dark Without You
  36. Ignorance 
  37. The “What If” She Feared 
  38. The Girl Who Rarely Speaks
  39. How About The End? 
    Should’ve Started At The End
  40. Different Lives
  41. Myself, Before Anyone Else 
  42. Tell Me All Of You 
  43. Who I Think He Is 
  44. I Want To Be Saved
  45. He Taught Me This 
  46. Among All Comparisons
  47. Fed Up 
  48. Happy Endings Differ
  49. Arrived
  50. Some Of Us Don’t Need Saving
  51. The Scars I Got
  52. This One is Different
  53. Gone Too Soon
  54. Love As Fire
  55. One Girl to Another
  56. Wounded and Insane
  57. I’d Write About Disaster
  58. A Chance
  59. Inlove With The Bad
  60. Getting Even
  61. I Know He’s No Good
  62. The Betrayal
  63. Stuck
  64. How It Ended
  65. Cuddling Lies
  66. How I fell
  67. It Hurts, But we all want it
  68. If I Stayed
  69. This Time, I Left
  70. Always You
  71. A Day
  72. Admired
  73. Still Haunted
  74. When I Left
  75. He’s Too Good
  76. The Willing Captive
  77. Guy on a Shelf
  78. Unheard
  79. I Could Be Love
  80. Passerby
  81. Secretive
  82. A Little Time
  83. Unnecessary Warrior
  84. I’ve Been Tricked
  85. Not Chosen
  86. Growing Distant
  87. Falling Again
  88. To A Friend
  89. Inner Slut
  90. Short Connection
  91. Relieved You Left
  92. Lifeline
  93. This Friend Won’t Mind
  94. Just For A Night
  95. Invalid Attraction
  96. The Eye, then the Heart
  97. An Unwanted Thought
  98. A Piece of You
  99. Unsighted
  100. Inner Slut Unleashed
  101. My Guilt
  102. Dearest Jane
  103. This Is Jane
  104. My Revenge
  105. Inner Slut, Roaming Around
  106. The Other Girl
  107. Not A Need
  108. Another Liar
  109. As A Whole
  110. Girl by Girl
  111. The Past, Blocking Your View
  112. Innocent Victims
  113. If My Heart Breaks
  114. In Words
  115. In A Rush
  116. Changes
  117. A Stubborn Memory
  118. Hidden and Unknown
  119. Love Unspoken
  120. Settling on a Consolation
  121. Not the First but Just Like the Rest
  122. Just For Tonight
  123. She’s the Tricky Kind
  124. Hopeful
  125. The Pain I Wanted
  126. Just Like Other Girls Do
  127. Girls Like Us
  128. She Stays
  129. Since You Have a Journey
  130. My Kind Of Drug
  131. Calm but Hurt
  132. Replaceable
  133. What Are You So Afraid of?
  134. What You Both Had
  135. Our Silent End
  136. Forget Me for Now
  137. It Was Her All Over Again
  138. Heartbreak Made Me Pause
  139. Just Like the Rest
  140. Just One Girl
  141. You Were Never Really Mine 
  142. Until He Leaves
  143. The Present For The Past
  144. I’ll Wait
  145. 8 Dates
  146. Bully
  147. What If Your Prince Isn’t Charming
  148. Shouldn’t Have Flirted
  149. Uncomfortable
  150. I Never Thought About It
  151. Pulled Up From My Past
  152. Over You
  153. All I Know Is I’m Lost
  154. Too Scared
  155. Temporary
  156. After Everything, We Never Happened
  157. Peter Pan
  158. With Poetry
  159. A Husband’s Tale
  160. Forever Then Never
  161. Anna Katherine
  162. What Have I Done?
  163. Witchcraft
  164. Too Sudden
  165. Make Me Feel Sorry
  166. No Time To Wait
  167. Sally
  168. Beauty’s Price
  169. Taking Back What I Said
  170. Test Of Time
  171. Can’t Call It Love
  172. True Love? Or Convenience?
  173. Loving A Genius
  174. Listen Closely
  175. Clinging, Just To Let Go
  176. Poetry Stained
  177. The Choice I’ll Make
  178. I Thought I Was Beautiful
  179. The Thing I Do Best
  180. Replaced
  181. How To Be Safe
  182. Insults
  183. All For Nothing
  184. Insults
  185. And You Stayed
  186. She Still Is
  187. Just a Lesson
  188. The Dark Side
  189. Hometown
  190. Keeping Up
  191. My Least Favorite Poem
  192. To All the Boys I Loved Before
  193. Perfect
  194. Dear Mom, Here’s Me Eyed & Admired
  195. Eyed & Admired
  196. I Will Always Regret This
  197. Should I stay or should I go?
  198. Side Effects
  199. The List
  200. A Summer Thing
  201. So I Settled
  202. I Made Excuses for You
  203. Always Anxious
  204. My Kind of Pretty
  205. As a Star Couple
  206. Outbursts
  207. Someone Pretty
  208. Without You
  209. My Man
  210. Falling Apart
  211. Foolish
  212. Could’ve Been Perfect
  213. My Promise
  214. Consequence of Forgiveness
  215. Your Girl
  216. Comforting Lies
  217. Career
  218. Our Performance
  219. Flames
  220. 2020
  221. Those 3 Words
  222. Will Love Arrive?
  223. His Plan Bs
  224. In 10 Years
  225. Exception
  226. My Life and my words
  227. Me, and This Blog
  228. My Years
  229. I Prayed
  230. How Could You I
  231. How Could You II
  232. I’m meant to just write us
  233. Another Prayer
  234. Can’t Imagine (Phrase)
  235. It Didn’t Work Out
  236. Answered Prayer
  237. Thoughts at Dawn
  238. Horrible Cheater
  239. My Title
  240. Still On My Thoughts
  241. Not Like the Movies
  242. Love Like This
  243. Your Games
  244. Your Lies
  245. Your Prison
  246. Looking Away
  247. As Long As You’re Mine
  250. My Rules
  251. Chances
  252. Our Goals
  253. Something Minor
  254. Too Much, Still Not Much
  255. Your Access
  256. Someone’s Karma
  257. The Last Scene
  258. Killing Him
  259. Burying Him
  260. Living Without You
  261. No Restarts
  262. Unloving You
  263. Drained – N/I
  264. Promises
  265. The Best
  266. While Doing It
  267. .
  268. .
  269. Calmness I
  270. the shift
  271. those who loved me
  272. walls up
  273. Karma
  274. Calmness II
  275. why i’m staying
  276. your crime
  277. distraction
  278. anxiety
  279. what you did
  280. i apologized
  281. never knowing 7 (about him)
  282. survived
  283. our karma
  284. my failure
  285. would’ve stayed
  286. why i’m stuck
  287. a side of healing
  288. she was too still
  289. how i’ll betray
  290. when there is no calling
  291. was ungrateful
  292. him
  293. our mothers pov
  294. my stupidity
  295. assuring lies
  296. while it’s your turn
  297. finally
  298. the good kind of uncomfortable
  299. your choices
  300. in time
  301. attempt at healing
  302. away from my thoughts
  303. i hold a grudge
  304. to his ex,
  305. our crimes
  306. he loved the money
  307. then snap, i vanished
  308. my thoughts
  309. when i left
  310. against us
  311. my ideal end
  312. can’t forgive
  313. when will i fall out?
  314. hey, we’re not okay
  315. our slow fade
  316. i know we can’t last
  317. i will never forget
  318. i planned our end
  319. it’s not comforting anymore
  320. i’m here for you
  321. this is how i’ll love you
  322. your crime
  323. . if i’m not enough
  324. my grasp
  325. i was sane when i wrote this
  326. loving a cancer man
  327. the real shift
  328. after me
  329. you had fun
  330. good girls
  331. i’ll read my poems with him someday
  332. with my thoughts
  333. i did my best
  334. a team
  335. leaving before this happens
  336. from a lyric
  337. did it myself
  338. did it myself
  339. his goodbyes
  340. my crooked reason
  341. we really ended
  342. you make it so difficult
  343. why is there still no happy ending?
  344. i did what i have to do
  345. scary new love
  346. dumb fox
  347. and i’m still anxious
  348. i go through the dark side alone
  349. someone not entirely new
  350. my poems and the guys behind them
  351. my grip same kind of guy
  352. same guy, same guy
  353. our i love yous
  354. i love you and that’s it
  355. my disappearance
  356. your empty words
  357. your low
  358. i want to leave scars
  359. i can’t trust
  360. i just can’t get a hold of you
  361. it is love
  362. i’m drained
  363. but i’m still giving
  364. being needed
  365. i was finally done
  366. you, and my world
  367. i may not choose you
  368. why can’t i have it?
  369. our truth
  370. no one else after me
  371. my loss
  372. your words
  373. your loss
  374. to the girl after me
  375. finally over you
  376. i thought so too
  377. unloved
  378. my slow exit
  379. i kept up with you
  380. you’ll remember me
  381. our years
  382. weird why i can’t leave
  383. your red flags
  384. the guy after
  385. this is how i leave
  386. i silently haunt
  387. you, falling
  388. situationship
  389. i feel nothing
  390. in my sleep i was told
  391. my love
  392. your intentions
  393. breakup effects
  394. i don’t feel good
  395. relapse
  396. as long as i’m done
  397. never someone’s first love
  398. maybe i should be less kind?
  399. the new guy isn’t perfect
  400. do i deserve the best?
  401. i never told my mom what happened but –
  402. all these nights we’re spending
  403. my saturdays
  404. i think about him now
  405. within the relationship
  406. there should be no contact
  407. were you the victim?
  408. it ended, it’s final
  409. you forgot you were the bad guy
  410. nothing, really nothing
  411. i shouldn’t care
  412. what else do you need?
  413. i’ve always been anxious
  414. i think about endings a lot
  415. i don’t want to play
  416. trust me, i trust you
  417. my writings
  418. no one knows my muse
  419. how can i take care of you?
  420. you are your past
  421. would you want it?
  422. my only revenge
  423. your lies
  424. i was so willing..
  425. it’s not good, but i’m staying
  426. i really wanted to know you
  427. looking forward for him